I threw the 12-year-old’s old schoolbag on the floor and glared at him coldly.
His eyes were dry.
He lowered his head, gently picked up his ripped bag, turned, and left without saying anything.
Ten years later, when the truth was exposed, I wanted to go back in time more than anything.
As Rajesh, I was 36 when my wife, Meera, died suddenly.
She abandoned me and Arjun, her 12-year-old son.
Arjun was not my biological son.
Another connection produced Meera’s son.
When I married Meera, 26, she had already suffered heartbreak—a love without a name and a pregnancy alone.
“Get out.” I don’t care whether you live or die.
I expected tears. To beg.
But he did not.
Just left.
Felt nothing.
My home sold and I relocated.
Life continued. Business thrived. Another lady without children and baggage approached me.
I thought about Arjun sometimes over years.
Curiosity, not anxiety.
Where is he? Was he alive?
Even curiosity fades with time.
Where might a 12-year-old kid travel alone?
I was unaware.
I cared not.
I even thought, “If he’s dead, maybe it’s for the best.”
Ten years later.
Phone call from unknown number.
Mr. Rajesh, hello? Could you attend the TPA Gallery on MG Road grand opening this Saturday?
Someone eagerly awaits your arrival.”
Next phrase made my hand stop as I was ready to hang up:
Do you want to know what happened to Arjun? ”
Chest constricted.
Ten years had passed since I heard Arjun.
I halted. Then bluntly replied:
“I’ll come.”
The gallery was contemporary and crowded.
I walked in, strangely uncomfortable.
Impressive oil on canvas paintings were chilly, distant, and terrifying.
Artist T.P.A.
The initials sting.
Mr. Rajesh, hello.”
His stare was intense and impenetrable as a tall, thin young guy in simple clothes faced me.
I froze.
It was Arjun.
Lost was the weak youngster I abandoned.
A calm, accomplished guy appeared before me.
Familiar. Nonetheless, it seems distant.
“You…” I faltered. “How…? ”
He interrupted me with a smooth, glassy voice.
“I just wanted you to see my mother’s legacy.”
“And what you left.”
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He led me to a red-clothed canvas.
The name is Mother. Never shown it before.
Today, please see it.
Lifted the cloth.
There was Meera.
Hospital bedridden, pale and malnourished.
She had a snapshot of our only vacation together.
My knees buckled.
Arjun’s voice remained steady.
Her diary was written before she died.
You didn’t love me, she knew.
She felt you would understand one day.
This is because I am not another man’s kid.
Stopped breathing.
“What…? ”
“Yes. Me, your son.
She was pregnant when you met her.
She said I was from someone else to test your heart.
Later, confessing was too late.”
I uncovered the truth in her notebook. Hidden in the ancient attic.”
World crashed around me.
I banished my son.
He was before me, elegant and prosperous, while I had lost everything.
I lost my kid twice.
The second time—forever.
I sat in a gallery corner, heartbroken.
His words pierced my soul like blades.
I’m your son.”
“She feared you avoided duty.”
“She chose silence because she loved you.”
“You left because you feared responsibility.”
I once felt heroic for “accepting” another man’s kid.
However, I was never nice. Never fair. No father.
I shunned Arjun after Meera died.
I didn’t realize he was my blood.
My effort to speak.
Arjun turned away.
I chased him.
“Arjun, please wait…” “If I had known you were mine—”
He looked back. Calm. The location is distant.
“Your apologies are not welcome here.
You need not claim me.
I wanted you to know my mother never lied.
She adored you. She remained silent, letting you choose love.
Unable to speak.
I don’t hate you.
If you hadn’t pushed me away…
I may not have become who I am.”
He gave me the envelope. One of Meera’s journals.
Writing shakily, she wrote:
Please forgive me if you read this.
I was scared.
I fear you’ll adore me for the kid.
Arjun is our kid.
I wanted to inform you when I found out I was pregnant.
You weren’t sure. I was scared.
I thought you loved him more than the facts.”
I cried.
Silently.
I failed as a spouse. A father.
Now I was left with nothing.
My attempts to fix things were difficult.
In subsequent weeks, I contacted Arjun.
Messaged him. Waiting outside his gallery. Not for forgiveness, but proximity.
Arjun no longer needed me.
He promised to meet once.
His voice was kind yet strong.
No need to atone.
Not your fault.
I don’t need a dad.
The person I had decided not to need me.
I nodded.
He was correct.
Every savings book I had was given to him.
Instead of leaving it to my new partner, I ended things the following day after discovering the truth.
I can’t revive the past.
If you let me, I’ll support you.
Silently. No title. No demands.
Knowing you’re alright is enough.”
Arjun regarded me intently.
Then he spoke:
I’ll accept.
Not for cash.
My mother thought you may be pleasant.
One thing we can never get back: time.
I was no longer father.
I watched his every move.
I silently supported his gallery. Recommended collectors. I shared business connections.
I couldn’t get my son.
But I wouldn’t lose him again.
I visit the shrine on Meera’s d3ath anniversary.
Kneeling before her portrait, I cried:
“I apologize.” Selfish.
But I’ll spend my life fixing things.”
Arjun was invited to an international art show aged 22.
One little phrase on his personal page:
Mom, for you. “I succeeded.”
He wrote to me below it for the first time in 10 years.
“If you’re free, the exhibition opens this Saturday.”
I froze.
The one word “Dad” ended sadness and began new adventures.
Last message:
Some errors are irreparable.
Genuine regret may still exist.
Accepting previously unacceptable conditions leads to pleasure, not perfection.